Spent a lot time in darkness
Looking for the light
Lot of times shit felt hopeless,
Thought I’d never get it right.
I move in the night easier than the day
I’ve known the moon longer than the sun
So much time alone
Thought I was the only one.
I’ve felt the pressure
And carried the weight
I’ve met the devil
Sometimes even sat in his place.
I’m only grounded when my feet touch the floor
I’m only myself when the pain hits my core
I doubt hope and I fear joy
Strangers I look at from afar
Dancing in the streets while I cry in the car.
Looking for the day
But it’s just another night.
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