You Wonder

You wonder Why I am this way The intensity in my gaze The burden of pain, The deceit unfazed. Looming exhaustion from the nights unslept,  Dragging beneath the burdens bore too long.  I let you believe I was soft  Like my knife hadn’t been sharpened on the edge, You never thought I would pull back, Continue reading “You Wonder”

Conflicted

Conflicted Wondering if pure love exists or is just depicted Images surrounding me Hounding me Fairytales crumble in front of me Wondering why love looks back differently. Wishing it’s warmth would wash up on me I feel highs, then lows and jealousy. Wishing I knew if you were into me like I am into youContinue reading “Conflicted”

The Observer

I am the fly on the wall,  Silent, Yet present.  You wonder why I do not speak,  You do not realize,  That is because I am listening. I am analyzing,  I am understanding. I place you into frame,  I see your lightness and your darkness,  I see your features and faults,  Your movements  and mostContinue reading “The Observer”

Musings on Life & Change

You haven’t lived life until you become everything you said you would never become and do everything you said you never would do.  Everything you think you know evolves into something else and just when you think you have it figured out, the entropy of life smiles back at you.  You never know who you’ll be untilContinue reading “Musings on Life & Change”

The Choice: Connection vs. Division

Every day, each of us has a choice to make. To spread love and compassion, Or, Spread hate, violence, and fear. We do not have to make this world a difficult place to coexist. We do not have to put others down to lift ourselves up. We do not have to always find the differenceContinue reading “The Choice: Connection vs. Division”

Escapism & Self-Awareness

How will you numb yourself today? Will you drink or smoke? Will you watch videos or scroll through endless posts that have little substance? Will you watch a basketball game or play online poker? Will you watch a movie or TV show? Will you order food or online shop? How will you numb yourself today?Continue reading “Escapism & Self-Awareness”