loneliness – Exploring Thoughts

You Wonder

You wonder Why I am this way The intensity in my gaze The burden of pain, The deceit unfazed. Looming exhaustion from the nights unslept, Dragging beneath the burdens bore too long. I let you believe I was soft Like my knife hadn’t been sharpened on the edge, You never thought I would pull back, Continue reading “You Wonder”

Another Night

Spent a lot time in darkness Looking for the light Lot of times shit felt hopeless, Thought I’d never get it right. I move in the night easier than the day I’ve known the moon longer than the sun So much time alone Thought I was the only one. I’ve felt the pressure And carriedContinue reading “Another Night”

Alone

You will never feel more alone, Than when you are surrounded by other people And no one says a word to you, No one looks at you, You are the wind as they pass by. On a train full of others, Sardined next to one another, Staring at their little bright boxes Connected to everyone Continue reading “Alone”