trauma

You Wonder

You wonder Why I am this way The intensity in my gaze The burden of pain, The deceit unfazed. Looming exhaustion from the nights unslept, Dragging beneath the burdens bore too long. I let you believe I was soft Like my knife hadn’t been sharpened on the edge, You never thought I would pull back, Continue reading “You Wonder”

Another Night

Spent a lot time in darkness Looking for the light Lot of times shit felt hopeless, Thought I’d never get it right. I move in the night easier than the day I’ve known the moon longer than the sun So much time alone Thought I was the only one. I’ve felt the pressure And carriedContinue reading “Another Night”

Musings on Life & Change

You haven’t lived life until you become everything you said you would never become and do everything you said you never would do. Everything you think you know evolves into something else and just when you think you have it figured out, the entropy of life smiles back at you. You never know who you’ll be untilContinue reading “Musings on Life & Change”

Lost Blood

We only ever talk on birthdays and Christmas, Seems like those were the darkest days of my life you had to witness. All you saw were the surface level actions, Failing to see that I was trying to escape – Trying to find a moment of pleasure, Albeit, temporarily, In all the pain. The trueContinue reading “Lost Blood”

I think every person that has experienced trauma remembers who they were before it happened. They may suppress the memory of who that person was, but I believe it still lives within all of us, waiting to be rediscovered. It is like you are born into this world with a mirror. A clear reflection ofContinue reading “Trauma”